Sundays

6:30am on a Sunday, doing the payroll, how sad is that?  I need to get a life. Wait, this is my life.  Wake up early, give the baby his early feeding, snuggle in bed with the kids, off to make coffee and now sitting in front of the computer.   I should be working, but I find myself writing instead.  No contest really.

Funny, what you can see when people are asleep. The bed is beside me and I can see both kids sleeping with their mouths wide open.  I wonder if I sleep the same way (hmm, gotta ask the exs).  That would be a funny picture, three people in bed, aligned, asleep and all with their mouths hanging by their cheeks. 

But life is good as always.   Am trying to figure out if I should give a one month midyear bonus or half.  Board suggested one month, I want half.  With the way my collections are going lately, it would be too much to give a whole months worth.  I can always give more for the christmas bonus, and I really wish to wait and see, how these pending negotiations for new projects will go.  

Don’t want to jump the gun. Still a precarious situation for us (ah yes, story of my life. hehehe).  I guess, I just don’t want to be  assumming that everything will come then finding myself cash strapped later on. It would be like asking for a bullet hole on my head. 

I like the early morning hours.  The peace and serenity that it brings, not to mention I get to watch the sunrise.  A signal that says “Hey! New day, fresh hopes, new mountains to conquer, another chance to reach for your dreams!”  Another day of battling for a share of life’s rewards, yet on a Sunday, the wars seem so relaxed.  It’s like we strategize like, “let’s hit it here, take a potshot there, next move here…..hmmm….what else?”  Yes the chessboard of life.  People try so hard not to get check mated (somehow that doesn’t sound right, especially for us men.  horrible, horrible thought) that we would rather take the safe but sure route.  Other’s overanalyze and completely miss the point that life is trying to make.  It really is best, to step back once in a while and see what is going on.   

I especially enjoy Sundays when both kids are with me.  A feeling that everything is right in the world and nothing should ever be able to upset the balance. With that, I face the world again with much inspiration and a whole lot of heart. …..

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……Now if only I can get myself laid. 

HAHAHAHA!